都有一排冇晌xanga打廢話喇.

哩幾個week真係做到 xyz, 做, 一直以黎對我都唔係問題, 但o個 d 唔經腦既 crap talk, 愈黎愈無處不在既地雷就真係.....

目標, 一路都有, 小學就 target 最好既中學 (只限大埔區, hahaha~), 上左中學就target上大學, ok, 直上唔到大學咪行遠些少, asso, 讀一年asso轉到degree代表又achieve到一個target. 之後上莊後 target 要做 d 野出黎睇下 (um..有d meet到 target有d meet 唔到咁啦..), 之後再target 去法國 exchange, exchange 期間有又d 野令我 target左要做好多野, 要快d 番香港.

之後完成個大學degree 之後 (又一個 target accomplished~) 好順理成章就入"社會大學"啦..雖然份工唔算好, 但做落都 barely ok既..之不過做下做下, d tasks 既變化加上身邊既同事來來去去, 令我開始記得, 依, 好似冇左d野wo, "target" 呢?

job satisfaction, 唔好提; 人工, 唔好提; 學到野? 都有d 既; 但當加上工作環境既氣氛, 地雷密度,  crap talks, ridiculous "orders", 哩個問題 finally 浮出黎:

日日做到咁為左乜? 我既 target 係乜?

個answer我同個同事都discuss左成個幾月, 不過 answer 都仲未出到黎..

但係佢上個 week 已經 quit 左..

"CHANGE"

i love this slogan more and more,

Coz i think i really need it..

A journey with right place, but wrong people..

BUT,

Doubtless, I'll come back again, with a right person..

Passion on my job ??

It's really a good question to ask myself..

Be frank,

I'm losing it, more and more..

also it's just making me blunt to everything...

厭倦的感覺..

終於開始出現..

cut the crap, move your ass,

and stop bothering me,

please.

散開左 9 件..

本來諗住係個5日hea hea地就可以收工的job, 點知去到先發現原來係個炸彈, 炸到外脆內軟, 甘香鬆化..

5日.. 日日朝8朝2,3, 仲要餐餐食既野都係紅色, 火辣辣...holy..

5日既 job 完結, 代表 "the end of a shit". 番到公司, 見到張枱, wow,

Millions of shit are saying "cheers" to me..

Shit never ends !!

Bloody hell..